Wednesday, January 24, 2007

Just passing through...

still alive, still raking through the muck. still wondering in which direction i should point my shoes next... which is right, which is true, or can i do it all?

in this time that i should be making concrete decisions and moving forward, i feel oddly unmotivated and even reluctant.

follow my heart, you say? sure... but my heart hasn't led me to happy, productive places... except maybe when i auditioned for the ren faire 14 years ago.

not a very good track record.

i seriously doubt my heart can be trusted... or my decision-making skills.

which is right?
which is true?
stay or go?
wait or move on?
search or learn?
none or all?

what do i do???